At this time I should be sleeping..

but dunno why.. my brain keeps spinning..

a few things.. dunno how to begin how to say..

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When I was 16.. @CF

When I am 22

Growing up..

The vague was made clear

The clear became vague.

Looking at the mirror..

I hated like my "square-shaped" face..

it has been the thing I hated the most on me :D

but then I start to realize.. it's just a part of me..

it's not something really bad...

i still haven't scared people away for this...

appearance isn't as important as we have percived..

(Still remember last year when I was in HK,

my aunt asked if I have gone for plastic surgury for my eyes.. -.-"

Wtf ^^ I rather keep my almost invisible line-eyes

than having a knife going over my eyelips..^_^")

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Few months ago..

I've made a decision that I never think I would have made..

I thought it's gonna be the end of the world @_@

but end up it actually turned out to be something good..

really good.. many things...we never try we never know..

face the reality..make up the mind... and don't drag..

A few weeks ago...

I did something similar...

and surprising outcome pop up as well..

I always believe people can change..

to change in a negative way.. only takes a day..

but to change in a positive way..

it takes years, experiences, and probably someone(s).

we never know.

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When I was younger...

I cared about how people think about me a lot a lot..

I always tried to please people..

but end up I pissed people :D

It takes efforts to please someone.

but takes only a few words to piss people...

...and we can never satisfy everyone around..

no one is perfect.. why put myself under pressure..

the experiences told me... how to be myself..

appreciate and be happy for the lovely people around..

the people who like me.. they will stick with me..

the people who don't,

they won't appreciate even I kill myself for them

by doing this, I have been living happily

and found people who love me and I love so much :)

When I look back... yeaa

These 2 years.. I think I've changed quite a lot

at least.. life has been so much happier... :>

the only thing unchanged..

I still believe in God...

though I haven't been going to church for half an year...

God is still with me.. and somehow i could hear him.

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Today is my good good friend, Tazzy's b'day! :D

We are happy happy kids... <3

We sing, we share, we bite :D

 Busy and busy and busy..

so.. only a short note and pictures :)

Still alive and the same.. (Childish goldfish) ^^

Start from Christmas last year..

Christmas = Germany trip = Fun :D

A huge Christmas tree.. and mountains of Christmas Pressies :D

Christmas Foudue *v*... <3

The best Christmas ever.. I really like the European type of Christmas celebrition!

Big Big Thanks to Christina, Matthias and Stewwi^^.. I feel so welcome and warm here

when I am far far away from Home.. I've had a really good time.. :>

Family-game-time after dinner :P

Kim Jong Ik XD..

Followed by a Berlin trip ^^

Met Eysia^^

After the happy holiday... EXAM TIME =.="!!

It was... kinda the most difficult exam I've ever come across

and I kinda hated Food Chemistry :D

it's just not an exam for normal human^^"

Goldfish had a really difficult time memorizing the reactions and

compounds names... #@$(#*%&#$#(!*@!*#

...Thanks God I have the good friends around me and

we studied together during exams and they taught me really a lot..

I must have failled my Food Chem exam if Tazz didn't teach me..

Tazz's room almost became my room..

I slept there, ate there, studied there all the time.. haha

(and u won't believe how good is my Tazz mama's cooking :D)

Thank you thank you /_\ !!

and by God's grace, the result was better than I deserve..

I couldn't have made it without God, withour the angels around me..

I know my own "capability".. which doesnt' even deserve a pass..

Thanks God... <3

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Katherine came to visit :DDDD

Happy to see my twinnie sister.. (so-called -.-")

(btw, she bought me nuts and orea.. haha i m so happy.. )

we went to UK.. happy to see Kuen Gor and his family again :D

and very happy to see the crazy girl Soo Jin

haha.. big thanks to her.. she's really a good tour guide :D

又可愛又夠雷, 雖然好抵打, 但同時又令人好中意既一個女仔 :D

and I met Mandy also :D

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Then a Paris trip with my beloved classmates <3!!

We sing we laugh we are HAPPY FAMILY :D

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Then now xanga is acting weird and doesn't allow me to continue!!

I thank God.. for everything he has prepared for me..

My life here has been very simple and good..

n I m seeing more and more reasons

why God allows me to study in Belgium

I m really grateful about it.. I've learnt a lot seen a lot and

experienced a lot, especially of the light

& warmth ppl around me shed.

No one is made perfect.. that's y we need someone to be with

to make our lives complete and perfect..

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Today.. I finally .. yes.. FINALLY!!..

managed to ride on a bike in the street...
(without falling or crush into pieces :D)

1st of all.. I have to Thank Sven,

for the bike he has given me...

If not, I wud NEVER ride on a bike again (at least to this day =.=) 

2nd.. I want to give thanks to my lovely friends,

Tazkiyah, who trusts me.. lent me her bike and encouraged me
Ana, Thah, Natalie.. who went with me...
being next to me comforting me n helping me... :'-)

Ana has been comforting me all the way from Coupurelinks
to Home Vermeylen... I was so touched and almost cried
when u said tat i was riding good and went with me at the traffic for every second...
U've no idea how much strength ur words and actions have given me..
and that silly Indian gurl even stood in front of Home Vermeylen
with her camera ready at this cold weather to just capture the moment I
reached there with my bike..
You crazy people make me crying now!! I m so touched.. T_T..
Seriously.. I wud never never never be able to make it without y'all...

Thah, Natalie, Ana :)
 

and of cuz Tazz =]

This is how my new babe looked =]

Again, Thank you God for putting these lovely ppl around me..

It's really a blessing to have people who I can share my joy with

who are happy for me when i am happy..

who are proud of me when I've made it.. :>

I really appreciate it.. y'all r just awesome to be with...

Thank you... <3

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Besides good classmates...

God has put good flatmates around me also.. =]

Rima, Ladie, Carol, Tom, Reycer.. etc..

Tom and Reycer are ppl who I can yell with.. haha
(yes.. with them I can just forget tat I am actually a girl :D)

We say mean things all the time.. calling each other stupid..

idiot, smelly, bitchy, etc all the worse things u cud think of :D 

but still.. we r happily staying together making fun..

this is how domitory life like and what I m so enjoying about..

Tom's B'day present "HAND-MADE" by Reycer and me.

 
Such a nice pillow case to that bad Tom :D

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I m so imperfect..

but God still loves me..

I m all filled with joy..

I enjoy my everyday with these incredible ppl.. :>

...The highest appreciation is not to utter words,

I will live it up.. <3

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Always be full of joy in the Lord. I say it again—rejoice!

Philippians 4:4

不知道是何來的衝動和任性..

跑了到比利時讀碩士..

從小就很喜歡歐洲..

一直很想很想在此生活一下..

爭扎了很久很久.. 遇到很多困難

終於在開學前2個星期決定要來

現在住了三個星期..

除了物價之外, 都習慣得很好.. =]

真係講粗口! 我用開既Biotrue Con水貴了2.5倍.. -.-

最令人扯火的是..75mL Colgate小牙膏賣 ~HK$30.. -.- x100

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常常很忙.. 今天的所有Class巧合地Cancel了

好讓我有點時間blog一blog..

哂命一下 A_A (暫時仲係辛苦命!!)

學校實在很好.. 安排了最遠的宿舍比我 =.=

試過行路三天... 發覺是不可能的事...

每天很1.5-2小時返學實在似山區小朋友..

而這邊搭車又好貴.. 個個都踩單車... ="=

於是唔識踩既我就硬住頭皮買左一架"small bike"
(學校租好平但d車高到我都上唔到去 -.-")

當然"small bike".. small極.. 我對腳都係掂唔到地既 =.=

我實在踩唔黎.. -.-" 一多車我就驚到跌..

於是昨天.. 我把我的愛車賣了給同學..

告別單車生涯 :D

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岩岩做左第一份groupwork既功課

咁岩係三種唔同人一組 ^^

這邊的環境很好.. 空氣亦很好..
(原來真係有好大關係GA!! 我冇乜再生暗瘡!! XD)

我住係一個小區... 叫Ghent

係一個好平靜既地方..

窗外既景好靚..

呢度中意"請"d小動物工作 :D

我學校門口是一條小河..

兩邊有綿羊除草..

而我宿下面就有養雞..

草叢中不時會有野兔..

每日放學我都去睇綿羊..雞仔..兔仔..  -v- 超得意..

夏天好多人gather既Korenmarkt

世界大戰好像完全冇破壞過呢度咁..

好多好靚好舊既建築物.. 有一d係超過三百年歷史既教堂

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第一個weekend同軒軒去左Brussel

著名既Atomium..

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第二個weekend就去了Brugge

呢日天氣唔靚.. d相冇咁靚

但Brugge超靚.. <3

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總結來講.. 生活得都不錯..

很多奶飲.. 很多很好食的朱古力..

但暫時唔知點解越食越瘦.. =.="

好掛住屋企..

很掛住baba mama 家姐朋友男朋友etc..

但唔知係咪自己住慣左..

今次冇乜太唔開心..

只係希望家人健健康康開心..

讀書方面.. =.="

我讀的是Master of Bioscience Engineering

主要是Nutrition及Development的東西..

個個同學都好勁 x_x 老師問乜都有人識..

基本上全部都係scholarship學生...

我覺得好自卑 =.="

要努力少少了-.-

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很少機會食飯... 前日終於食到第一餐..

自己煮左咸牛肉蛋飯 @_@

呢度d飯好難食 =.="

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唔覺唔覺又打左一個中blog..

遲d再打吧^^

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P.S.. 馮生.. 今日12/10 wor =]

你幫我揀既草草仲係好健康呀^^