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Journal. The different interpretation.

Mon, 09 Apr 2012 18:41:02 GMT

The first time when we came across the word "Journal"

in the secondary school, it means "Dairy".. Wonderful.

Today, if u shout around in the school, for the same word

"Journal", everybody only knows it's "Scientific papers"...Drudgery..

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Easter Holiday.. I was given a chance to celebrate with the lovely family

and maybe seeing a bit of different EU countries.

but my over-complicated thoughts have kinda hindered and changed my mind.

so it becomes a self-seeking holiday (at least this week).

That's not no good though..

at least it takes no need for make-up..

(The-return-of-the-Chinese-small-eyes :D)

and I have binbin around me.. :>

Binbin is never camera-shy and looks really huge in pictures @_@

Not a professional photographer nor I have a canon D70

(Don't ask me why this, Renee knows :P)

love to take pics of my stuff...

My almost saturated desk.. oops

My still happy duckie

flower isn't only beautiful when it's blossomy

Finally got time to have a quick draw =]

not so talented in that though ^_^"!!

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Was a happy traveller last two weeks..

didn't cross the border but all good :D

falling deeper in love with Belgium..

A biking trip to Heusden... it's calm and relaxing... :)

Driving trip around Oostakker... / Lourdes-Oostakker

Bigbig thanks to Mr. Sven

It's increditably beautiful... :>

Going little further to Veurne, a little grand city

and The beach near Koksijde

never see so many seabirds on the beach O_o haha

(If u look striaght with a 千里眼, u can see UK :D)

Going even further to Liège - SPA

To see the origin of the word "SPA"..

Back to Gent.. going to Puyenboek.. A beautiful natural park

I swear I m gonna go again in Summer..

it was so freezing cold that day but the park is so nice!

the only thing is.... I am not so used to see so many ducks walking in the steet ^_^"

One thing that I still find it weird..

is to see some ducks flying above my head..

when I drive by Muinkkaai :S ....

MOM! Aren't ducks supposed to be swimming or only walking but not flying around!!? :S

Have had a really nice n happy week.. <3 <3 <3

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Haven't been attending church for some time..

I am never a super good Christian,

but I try not to slide back..

never cease to pray and read God's words.

Recently craving for God's words once again.

was listening to the FGT online sermon from Ps. Hong Seng

It's a really good one.. and I miss FGT real loads.

The gap between successful and unsuccessful is mainly

the "thinking gap".. is the difference in the ways of thinking

Win the battle of the mind...

Einstein didn't speak until his 4 years old

Walt Disney was fired by the newspaper editor cuz he said he had not good ideas

Micheal Jordan was kicked out from the secondary school basketball team

cuz he didn't play good enough.

All successful men experienced difficulties and failures.

Stop observing and start sowing

Keep trying and keep learning

Start believing in God's resources

God's paths for us are different

never decide our paths in our own margins.

God has his plans for us... :)

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Some happy moments to share :)

Asian night!! -v-

Special thanks given to ThaoThao..

She taught us how to make Vietnamese food :D

her springrolls are simply awesome..

and the prawn crackers are just the best I've had!

7 Nationalities (African + Latin American + Indian + Belgian + Chinese + Vietnamese + Indonesian) = 1 love.. <3...

and.... ALL ARE FORCED TO EAT WITH CHOPSTICKS!! :D

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Evangelos's Birthday! The sweet Greek guy :D haha

Thank you Evan for the Dinner @De Griek!

It's kinda the best restaurant so far I've tried in Gent

After the dinner... b'day boy played piano and we sang..

an awesome moment... (I was not allowed to post up the video xD)

<3 Increditible night

Pondering..

Sun, 25 Mar 2012 00:50:34 GMT

At this time I should be sleeping..

but dunno why.. my brain keeps spinning..

a few things.. dunno how to begin how to say..

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When I was 16.. @CF

When I am 22

Growing up..

The vague was made clear

The clear became vague.

Looking at the mirror..

I hated like my "square-shaped" face..

it has been the thing I hated the most on me :D

but then I start to realize.. it's just a part of me..

it's not something really bad...

i still haven't scared people away for this...

appearance isn't as important as we have percived..

(Still remember last year when I was in HK,

my aunt asked if I have gone for plastic surgury for my eyes.. -.-"

Wtf ^^ I rather keep my almost invisible line-eyes

than having a knife going over my eyelips..^_^")

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Few months ago..

I've made a decision that I never think I would have made..

I thought it's gonna be the end of the world @_@

but end up it actually turned out to be something good..

really good.. many things...we never try we never know..

face the reality..make up the mind... and don't drag..

A few weeks ago...

I did something similar...

and surprising outcome pop up as well..

I always believe people can change..

to change in a negative way.. only takes a day..

but to change in a positive way..

it takes years, experiences, and probably someone(s).

we never know.

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When I was younger...

I cared about how people think about me a lot a lot..

I always tried to please people..

but end up I pissed people :D

It takes efforts to please someone.

but takes only a few words to piss people...

...and we can never satisfy everyone around..

no one is perfect.. why put myself under pressure..

the experiences told me... how to be myself..

appreciate and be happy for the lovely people around..

the people who like me.. they will stick with me..

the people who don't,

they won't appreciate even I kill myself for them

by doing this, I have been living happily

and found people who love me and I love so much :)

When I look back... yeaa

These 2 years.. I think I've changed quite a lot

at least.. life has been so much happier... :>

the only thing unchanged..

I still believe in God...

though I haven't been going to church for half an year...

God is still with me.. and somehow i could hear him.

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Today is my good good friend, Tazzy's b'day! :D

We are happy happy kids... <3

We sing, we share, we bite :D

My little gadgets <3

Thu, 22 Mar 2012 18:07:38 GMT

The one I am sleeping with.. -v-

my 扁扁... <3

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oops I forgot to mention in the last post..

my bike was stolen D:

my lock was cut...

and Thanks God... and Thanks to the BIG guy XD

he got me another bike on the same day.. and a super pretty one..

and I painted it in black... <3

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Love these small small plants <3

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Asian dinner last night -v- and to celebrate the coming of Spring..

The best Vietnamese dinner I've ever had in my life!!

Thank you my lovely wify Thao Thao <3!!

A short note of what have happened..

Sun, 04 Mar 2012 19:11:13 GMT

Busy and busy and busy..

so.. only a short note and pictures :)

Still alive and the same.. (Childish goldfish) ^^

Start from Christmas last year..

Christmas = Germany trip = Fun :D

A huge Christmas tree.. and mountains of Christmas Pressies :D

Christmas Foudue *v*... <3

The best Christmas ever.. I really like the European type of Christmas celebrition!

Big Big Thanks to Christina, Matthias and Stewwi^^.. I feel so welcome and warm here

when I am far far away from Home.. I've had a really good time.. :>

Family-game-time after dinner :P

Kim Jong Ik XD..

Followed by a Berlin trip ^^

Met Eysia^^

After the happy holiday... EXAM TIME =.="!!

It was... kinda the most difficult exam I've ever come across

and I kinda hated Food Chemistry :D

it's just not an exam for normal human^^"

Goldfish had a really difficult time memorizing the reactions and

compounds names... #@$(#*%&#$#(!*@!*#

...Thanks God I have the good friends around me and

we studied together during exams and they taught me really a lot..

I must have failled my Food Chem exam if Tazz didn't teach me..

Tazz's room almost became my room..

I slept there, ate there, studied there all the time.. haha

(and u won't believe how good is my Tazz mama's cooking :D)

Thank you thank you /_\ !!

and by God's grace, the result was better than I deserve..

I couldn't have made it without God, withour the angels around me..

I know my own "capability".. which doesnt' even deserve a pass..

Thanks God... <3

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Katherine came to visit :DDDD

Happy to see my twinnie sister.. (so-called -.-")

(btw, she bought me nuts and orea.. haha i m so happy.. )

we went to UK.. happy to see Kuen Gor and his family again :D

and very happy to see the crazy girl Soo Jin

haha.. big thanks to her.. she's really a good tour guide :D

又可愛又夠雷, 雖然好抵打, 但同時又令人好中意既一個女仔 :D

and I met Mandy also :D

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Then a Paris trip with my beloved classmates <3!!

We sing we laugh we are HAPPY FAMILY :D

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Then now xanga is acting weird and doesn't allow me to continue!!

考試前打多次Blog :D

Tue, 20 Dec 2011 21:09:40 GMT

咁快又到今個Sem最後一個星期番學..

最後呢幾個星期都忙到吐血..

今次d野真係堅難..

咁大個女都未試過咁驚考試 :D

簡直有"挪"野既感覺 :D

從小都以為自己讀書既小聰明唔缺..

今個學期, 唔睹唔蒲唔飲唔玩..

竟然3個TEST肥左2個..

我已經好努力讀.. 但都係衰 =.=

口吻輕鬆.. 因為班上90%人陪我..

尤其food chem得2個人pass.. 太誇張了..

但班上都是醫生,營養師, 老師... etc..

.. 大家總唔能夠一齊Fail... -.-

真係要攪攪佢..

學期頭仲充滿自信.. 話今個sem要超努力..

下個sem考獎學金..

而家真係... 頂.. 比我6科pass到5科都偷笑..

1) 醫學營養 2) 食物化學 3) 統計學

4) 發展經濟學 5) 營養病理

6) Tropical food production (唔識Translate呢個) =.=

6科都9唔搭8.. 仲要全部都係Advanced level..

原來Master.. 唔係想像中咁易..

更原來以前monash 4科係天堂.. (只係平時assignment多)

但而家真係比佢地玩死左..

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講番d開心野.. =.=

High school同學仔Kervin去NL business trip

順度落黎探望＋遊覽

見到佢見到ｄ建築物既表情

原全同我岩岩黎既時候一樣 xD

歐洲真係一生人一定要去一次.. :D

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佢話我個樣同5年前有D唔同 :D

琴晚自己影既 @_@求奇啦..

當然佢帶左D好野比我.. :D

世上最好既instant coffee!

+ 等左咁耐, 終於有個人可以同我講一日"Singlish"..

好掛住d Malaysian slangs...

終於有個人同聲同氣 xD

晚上帶埋佢同朋友們飲野

呢日係開心既.

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第1次見到落大雪..

以前係福建同韓國見過.. 但都唔夠呢度既勁 :D

張相下面CROP到撻左Q.. :D

當我訓醒時... ^^

好凍... 但好靚.. 好開心.. <3

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I miss the sun a lot a lot!!

I miss this!

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係時候轉一陣nican.. @_@

Bee is recently having a good time :D (apart from stress from hw and exams)

>>Bowling night with coursemates ... it's AWESOME!

My sweet friends in school <3

You'r the best!

Proposed a silly idea but turned out quite nice :P
On the paper:
1) Ur name
2) Where u r from
3) What animal u think u are like + draw it!! :D

>> This fellow mispelled her name twice.. can u believe it? :D

and of cuz... I am.. fish.. with goldfish memory -.-

It was incredibily good... :D

with all the good food...

Tempeh cake and bera bera made by Tazz

and sushi made by Thao...

Life is so good! :D

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Food again :)

I miss Chinese food badly.. and the lucky me have got this.. >>

surpriseeee :DD

Chinese (四川) chicken wings made by Zhou Zhou

it's so super good >v<

Thank u..!! :3

本身只係幫Carol放番架單車去Sven度

但又有驚喜!! :D

謝謝, 喜歡中國的老外 :D

你真的很會做飯..

對不起, 但我的中文比你的更糟糕。 :D

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Christmas 2011.. Germany! Yeahhh!!!!

(BUT =.=... Have to bring book n study .. -.-)

Love. The happiness inside.

Fri, 02 Dec 2011 22:34:03 GMT

I thank God.. for everything he has prepared for me..

My life here has been very simple and good..

n I m seeing more and more reasons

why God allows me to study in Belgium

I m really grateful about it.. I've learnt a lot seen a lot and

experienced a lot, especially of the light

& warmth ppl around me shed.

No one is made perfect.. that's y we need someone to be with

to make our lives complete and perfect..

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Today.. I finally .. yes.. FINALLY!!..

managed to ride on a bike in the street...
(without falling or crush into pieces :D)

1st of all.. I have to Thank Sven,

for the bike he has given me...

If not, I wud NEVER ride on a bike again (at least to this day =.=)

2nd.. I want to give thanks to my lovely friends,

Tazkiyah, who trusts me.. lent me her bike and encouraged me
Ana, Thah, Natalie.. who went with me...
being next to me comforting me n helping me... :'-)

Ana has been comforting me all the way from Coupurelinks
to Home Vermeylen... I was so touched and almost cried
when u said tat i was riding good and went with me at the traffic for every second...
U've no idea how much strength ur words and actions have given me..
and that silly Indian gurl even stood in front of Home Vermeylen
with her camera ready at this cold weather to just capture the moment I
reached there with my bike..
You crazy people make me crying now!! I m so touched.. T_T..
Seriously.. I wud never never never be able to make it without y'all...

Thah, Natalie, Ana :)

and of cuz Tazz =]

This is how my new babe looked =]

Again, Thank you God for putting these lovely ppl around me..

It's really a blessing to have people who I can share my joy with

who are happy for me when i am happy..

who are proud of me when I've made it.. :>

I really appreciate it.. y'all r just awesome to be with...

Thank you... <3

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Besides good classmates...

God has put good flatmates around me also.. =]

Rima, Ladie, Carol, Tom, Reycer.. etc..

Tom and Reycer are ppl who I can yell with.. haha
(yes.. with them I can just forget tat I am actually a girl :D)

We say mean things all the time.. calling each other stupid..

idiot, smelly, bitchy, etc all the worse things u cud think of :D

but still.. we r happily staying together making fun..

this is how domitory life like and what I m so enjoying about..

Tom's B'day present "HAND-MADE" by Reycer and me.

Such a nice pillow case to that bad Tom :D

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I m so imperfect..

but God still loves me..

I m all filled with joy..

I enjoy my everyday with these incredible ppl.. :>

...The highest appreciation is not to utter words,

I will live it up.. <3

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Always be full of joy in the Lord. I say it again—rejoice!

Philippians 4:4

All about.. life and food :)

Mon, 14 Nov 2011 14:52:09 GMT

Yumm..yumm...

life here has been good and really different from what I'm used to have.

new experiences.. good or bad.. all r so new to me...

When I m upset... i eat.. when i m bored... i eat... n now I eat again =]

and thanks to the angels around me.. I've really good time here..

Back to few weeks ago..

We've had an awesome pumpkin party.. (the pics are ady on my FB)

but I'm not gonna miss it in my blog.. I really enjoyed it.. :)

It was so goood!!! The pumpkin.. the people.. the soup.. the cakes.. <3

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Last friday night.. :)

Cooked with Mareike <3...

when German x Chinese = Small lamb chop + fried rice with courgette, tomaat, olijf..

and They are unexpectedly good!! hahaha..

Saturaday...

I was so fed well.. haha ... :P

Mattentaart, Ricetaart, Chocolate éclairs... I love love love it... <3

and finally I know what is what and can order "with names" from the bakery!! :>

and we made fish fillet.. spinach.. mesh potato.. mushroom.. tomato...

it's the best meal I've ever had in Belgium so farrrr....!! :D

Sunday...

A dinner .. bread with 7 types of sauces and 2 types of kaas (cheese).. xD

Didn't know jong kaas with mustard would turn out so good!!

Love it love it <3

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Walk walk aroundddd <3

Rabot..

Somewhere nearby the coupure links.. and the stories behind.. :)

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然後又曬下命啦...

11年11月11日.. 又到男朋友仔生日啦...

同年年一樣.. 我唔係HK :<

只係可以畫下野比你...

今次我畫左你整比我既鹿鹿...

(比利時既食肥左Version^^)

鹿鹿話佢掛住你呀... 你呢? <3

The advanture. Belgium.

Wed, 12 Oct 2011 10:29:29 GMT

不知道是何來的衝動和任性..

跑了到比利時讀碩士..

從小就很喜歡歐洲..

一直很想很想在此生活一下..

爭扎了很久很久.. 遇到很多困難

終於在開學前2個星期決定要來

現在住了三個星期..

除了物價之外, 都習慣得很好.. =]

真係講粗口! 我用開既Biotrue Con水貴了2.5倍.. -.-

最令人扯火的是..75mL Colgate小牙膏賣 ~HK$30.. -.- x100

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常常很忙.. 今天的所有Class巧合地Cancel了

好讓我有點時間blog一blog..

哂命一下 A_A (暫時仲係辛苦命!!)

學校實在很好.. 安排了最遠的宿舍比我 =.=

試過行路三天... 發覺是不可能的事...

每天很1.5-2小時返學實在似山區小朋友..

而這邊搭車又好貴.. 個個都踩單車... ="=

於是唔識踩既我就硬住頭皮買左一架"small bike"
(學校租好平但d車高到我都上唔到去 -.-")

當然"small bike".. small極.. 我對腳都係掂唔到地既 =.=

我實在踩唔黎.. -.-" 一多車我就驚到跌..

於是昨天.. 我把我的愛車賣了給同學..

告別單車生涯 :D

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岩岩做左第一份groupwork既功課

咁岩係三種唔同人一組 ^^

這邊的環境很好.. 空氣亦很好..
(原來真係有好大關係GA!! 我冇乜再生暗瘡!! XD)

我住係一個小區... 叫Ghent

係一個好平靜既地方..

窗外既景好靚..

呢度中意"請"d小動物工作 :D

我學校門口是一條小河..

兩邊有綿羊除草..

而我宿下面就有養雞..

草叢中不時會有野兔..

每日放學我都去睇綿羊..雞仔..兔仔.. -v- 超得意..

夏天好多人gather既Korenmarkt

世界大戰好像完全冇破壞過呢度咁..

好多好靚好舊既建築物.. 有一d係超過三百年歷史既教堂

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第一個weekend同軒軒去左Brussel

著名既Atomium..

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第二個weekend就去了Brugge

呢日天氣唔靚.. d相冇咁靚

但Brugge超靚.. <3

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總結來講.. 生活得都不錯..

很多奶飲.. 很多很好食的朱古力..

但暫時唔知點解越食越瘦.. =.="

好掛住屋企..

很掛住baba mama 家姐朋友男朋友etc..

但唔知係咪自己住慣左..

今次冇乜太唔開心..

只係希望家人健健康康開心..

讀書方面.. =.="

我讀的是Master of Bioscience Engineering

主要是Nutrition及Development的東西..

個個同學都好勁 x_x 老師問乜都有人識..

基本上全部都係scholarship學生...

我覺得好自卑 =.="

要努力少少了-.-

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很少機會食飯... 前日終於食到第一餐..

自己煮左咸牛肉蛋飯 @_@

呢度d飯好難食 =.="

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唔覺唔覺又打左一個中blog..

遲d再打吧^^

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P.S.. 馮生.. 今日12/10 wor =]

你幫我揀既草草仲係好健康呀^^

幸福.

Sun, 17 Jul 2011 10:26:20 GMT

正在家中吃著晚飯
剛吹完頭.. 坐在電腦前看FB
Laptop放了在飯台..
木台上放了4食送一湯, 白飯未裝.
懶洋洋的問babamama：
＂你地做咩仲未食飯呀？＂
baba答：＂食左啦＂..
之後睇緊TV既老豆突然起身入左廚房
裝左碗白飯出黎比我... @_@
我傻笑望住老豆說："謝謝baba" -u-
樣子嚴肅的老豆微笑："不用謝"就返左去睇tv..
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的確，我是由細比屋企人寵大的
生活是幸福的...
一直都遇到很多很好的人...
家裡家外, 都很多很愛錫自己的人
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每天早上都有老豆準備早餐比我..
回家有飯食... 想帶飯就有飯帶...
What I can ask for more?...
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小時候什麼都不會珍惜..
長大自己在外面住了好幾年後..
回家後看的又是另一面..
其實父母冇義務去服侍我地...
應該係我地要照顧年老既父母..
偏偏父母看到子女忙著又心裡感到踏實起來
很想令子女輕鬆開心...
永遠都唔介意自己辛苦D..
慢慢發覺..
其實要令佢地開心..
唔係比錢請個工人幫佢地做野..
反而係.. 比佢地做.. 有時幫下佢地..
係屋企就多D開心咁笑 :D
比佢地知道仔女其實好中意..
因為佢地係身邊.. 所以好辛福...
父母永遠只係想子女幸福..
爸媽, 我很幸福.... 謝謝... :)
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OH! 夠鐘去搵阿軒了!! 嘻 :p
下次再寫

Tired.

Wed, 13 Jul 2011 16:51:57 GMT

有一點辛苦...
有一種空虛得可怕的感覺
覺得自己完完全全地一片空白..
唔想同人講野.唔想出聲...
若不是放工有時給同事捉住..
應該會每天在家呆著..
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有天.. 跟一位相熟的營養師去了談心..
談吐間.. 她道出了十分impress我的說話..
事源..
某天下班, 機源巧合地她搭輕鐵回家
下車前3個站, 看見外面巴士站下車的人很熟面..
原來是自己的男友, 身邊拖著很痴身的EX.
忍不了就跑了下車.. 去他倆面前微笑..
晚上大家"討論"的時候..
剛信了主的同學說了幾句很有力的話:
"點解而家要調番轉我安慰你呀,
點解你唔可以乖D, 唔可以堅定D,
你有我支持你, 唔好咁軟弱啦"
我聽完真係好impressed...
超叻女..
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I'm tired.. really tired of the uncertainty.
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I feel hopeless. really hopeless..
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Exhausted. Mentally exhausted. Can't sleep